The Holiday's are upon us and it's time to be thankful. sometimes I think we forget the true meaning of special days, because everything is so commercial. this Christmas will be a very different holiday for me and my siblings because we lost our father in Aug. He was our last parent to go home to be with Jesus. its very odd to be an orphan . oh my God did I just say that? I didn't realize I felt that way until now. our lives have changed forever.but we must go on. I for one have decided to spend my Christmas helping others.lately I have been thinking about what kind of legacy I want to leave behind. I want to be known as a humanitarian. someone who continually help those in need. most of my life has already been lived this way. because of the way my parents raise us. I really hope that I have made my parents proud of who I have become. I try so hard to always be of help.our humanity is so important in life. it keeps us centered. so this year lets get back to the basic and just enjoy playing it forward and thanking God for all my blessings.